Monday, February 05, 2007

Heart-broken

Danya introduced me to several new songs today, and one of them broke my heart.

How to Save A Life, by Fray

Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it's just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
And you begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Let him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you've told him all along
And pray to God he hears you
And pray to God he hears you

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you've followed
He will do one of two things
He will admit to everything
Or he'll say he's just not the same

And you'll begin to wonder why you came
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

How to save a life
How to save a life

It happens sometimes---you heard a song, and all at once it pierced your deep heart. You heard, and understood, and knew that it was so, and perhaps you remembered the time that you learned that it was so, and it is pain to you.

But it is beautiful also, because it is honest, and true, and perfectly expressed. I love this song because it makes me want to try again... because it makes me aware again that my condition is extraordinary. I have received something extraordinary. And I have something extraordinary to give.

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